"So cling to what you know, and never let go..."

Sorry it's been a while since I've posted. Probably seems longer than it has been. Alot has happened/is happening.

As of Saturday morning at 5:38am, I'm sober. I told myself I'd do it and I did. I was a little shocked it came this soon, but I woke up, walked into the kitchen, opened the fridge, and poored it all out. Every drop. It's not easy, but it's what needs to be done.

My feelings about the future have shifted slightly from fear to excitement. Some new oppurtunities are coming about and some things are seeming much clearer than they have in a while. There is of course, still some fears, but they are ceasing little by little everyday. Hopefully this will continue.

That's all I really know to say. Alot going on upstairs, but most of it is still too jumbled up to put into words. More to come later.

Thanks for reading.