"I can't can't wait 'till you see see see what death and disgust have done to me..."

I've always believed that everything happens for a reason. There is a way, not necesserily a plan, but a way that things are supposed to go. The Universe knows what it's doing. One of the hardest struggles of being human is the need, the longing to understand. everything. We try to comprehend things that are far beyond our grasp.

So today, when I realized that the reason for something very momentous in my past probably had absolutely nothing to do with me, that I was a not so innocent bystander in the whole situation, it was one of the strangest and most difficult to swallow epiphanies of all time. That was also probably the longest single sentence of all time.


Stay warm! and thanks for reading!